Sorry I haven’t been logging in to post lately – I admit I’ve not been feeling the best for the past few days.
Chubbs went for his first immunisation on Monday and developed a fever. I stayed up that night making sure he didn’t overheat.
He’s fine now and sleeping soundly in his rocker at my feet.
I don’t know why but I don’t seem to be in high spirits these few days. Have not been knitting or spinning much. Worrying and thinking about various things in my life.
I did receive a lovely package from Lois early this week, which I must blog about later (and try to locate the stuff she sent for the kids around the house) and that cheered me up some.
Last night Chubbs didn’t settle well and was crying non stop at 5am. He was hungry but did the ‘latch on, pull off, latch on, pull off’ thing that he does when something’s bothering him.
Nad woke up and told me to go back to bed. He changed Chubbie’s diapers, re-swaddled him and, get this – lay him to sleep on his chest. All these even though he had to go to work in an hour’s time!
I felt so blessed and loved.
Things like these keep me going. Although I really think I need a break from the kids for a bit. Just for a day would be good. Might be wishful thinking though.
I can’t wait to start school in August. That few hours a day away from them would do more good and put things into perspective for me.
It’s not that I don’t love them – I do, with all my heart. But when you are with them 24 freaking 7, it’s a whole different story!
Hope to blog more soon. Will try knitting/spinning to relax.
Once I pry the needles out of Sunshine’s hands. Grrrr.
